shengysdelight

Part of our existence is to let go of a person we truly love. Unfortunately, sometimes it strikes us by surprise. For us, it is too early to lose a son because he has something more to experience in this world. It may sound so unfair for a mother who expects and dream that one day his son will become successful, but in an instant, his lovable son was taken away from her. Tears keep flowing and seeing his son in his coffin makes her wish that she shouldn’t have allowed his son to go out the other night.

I wish her strength tonight. I know that it hurts so much and I’m praying that things will turn out well for her. Even though this is very hard to understand the situation, but as long as friends and family are there for her, she will realize that she is not alone and life must go on.

Howdy! Well, I’ll be visiting Pearl Farm soon. My buddy wanted a recreation again and since he wanted to relax and eat his favorite foods, Pearl Farm is the perfect place of all our cravings. There will be swimming all day long and jogging because we wanted also not to spoil our health knowing we will be eating more there.

Buddy is very discipline when it comes to his exercise and he anticipates that I’ll do the same. We need to have an active lifestyle and having strong bones are necessary even during our getaway. I heard him that he mentioned that I have to read cissus quadrangularis reviews since it will give me knowledge of having strong bones and help me lose weight as well. As for him, we need to exercise not just to please one another, but it is one way of giving ourselves worth.

I just can’t help, but fully trust a person. It is my nature to believe immediately because I don’t think that the person will hurt me or not. Call me dumb, but I never thought that sometimes a person is not true to his or her own words. Unfortunately, I left crying over an explanation that I thought was true. They made an assurance that it will be okay just to make me feel comfortable again. I just don’t know what “Trust” means these days. Do I have to select words from their mouth and just wait when it will happen and by then I believe what they have said? Is “Trust” having conditions nowadays? Honestly, I’m really bothered now when to trust a person especially if the person is part of your plans. I feel sorry of what I’m feeling today and I don’t know if I’ll be happy to hear reasons again. I just hope everybody out there try to practice sensitiveness.

I just had my hair treatment last Saturday and surprisingly all comments are all positive. There are a lot of rumors that I may be facing after the hair color application, but now I let myself decide whether to try it or not. This is actually my first time and was very happy about the outcome. My hair is still soft these days and so far I haven’t experience any problems after my hair color session last week.

Honestly, I’m still worried if those rumors were all true. I know that I have a thin hair and I don’t know that it will affect my hair more. I am currently reading about thinning hair medications so that if it will happen I have preventions on how to prevent hair loss. Gladly I’ve read a lot of articles about it and I’m very confident that it will help me solve my worries. I don’t let myself believe of negative rumors from other people without reading that it is actually okay.

Oh my, Oh my! I just hope it will turn out well. Honestly I have no plans of leaving the group because I’m happy with the people whom I’ve been working for almost eight years. If its God’s plan that I need to go, then I have to since this will give me a bigger salary and a good career path. I hope I can answer all the questions correctly and smartly. Even though I’m terrified when it comes to panel interview my friend was very effective of giving me comfort. I need that especially now that I was puzzled of what roads to take these days. I just can’t understand why some people hurt me this way.

Anyway, no one can pull me down because God is always on my side. Thanks God for accepting of who I am and showing me what true LOVE is.

pic from google

I spent my Sunday morning crying over a sentimental film named “Hachiko“. I am a pet lover and I really understand how dogs are very loyal to their masters. Hachiko waited for nine years at the train station where he usually expects his master to arrive not knowing that his master was already dead. His death marks the dog’s loyalty to his master and he is truly a hero. I wonder Pacman will do that for me?

my papa’s ancestral house

I saw this at my brother’s facebook pics and I instantly miss this house.  This is where we use to hang-out during our school vacation.  I hope I could visit Bohol soon.

I miss my papa’s hometown. This weekend will be their fiesta and I’m sure it will be a lot of fun and plenty of food of course. My parents already flew there yesterday with my two uncles. If only I have enough money to be with them, I’ll go with them. Our four dogs would probably my parents especially mama. My brother is scheduled to go there too with his office mates. I’m sure they will enjoy all the tours like what we had last year.

I’m left with my other brother and cousin for two weeks and since my parents are out of town, I’ll go home directly after office. No love dates for the meantime and I guess it will benefit us since we can save with this kind of set-up. I’m looking forward to meet my parents again because it is really different when they are not in our house. It is too quiet.

We ended up nicely and were able to share our each other’s sentiments. I really thought it was really over since we started hurting each other just to end it fast. Hurtful words were there as they teach me to become numb and insensitive. I’m already filled by all of it and I don’t need to defend myself. For me, I’ve already done my part. Tears keep flowing and sometimes it’s hard to breathe. Unfortunately, I forgot to bring my oximeter to check my buddy’s condition since he has more problems with regard to pulse rate. I’m thankful that he managed to be calm after our one -on-one last night.

I was thankful that we ended well. Our maturity taught us of the things that we have to consider and to compromise was the best tool for us. We are okay now and I’m back.

My niece will be having her summer graduation this month and we are looking for a nice costume that will fit her personality. Of course, when it comes to this kind of activity my sister will make sure that my niece will have a unique and nice outfit. I suggested that since Sam likes horses I guess equestrian apparel would be a nice fit. She agreed on it and we are choosing the right style for her now. My niece is very excited to try it on, but she has to wait because some of the accessories will be a surprised for her.